went clubbing with my friends.
they're straight though.
but they know about me.
so its fun!

but I guess the girls didn't know about me.
in fact, one of them just now say that I'm cute.
I was like... HUH?
then she say she wants to go out with me more often.
I decline.
She asked for my phone number.
I decline.
Then in the end she asked me..
"Are you gay?"
I stunned.
for a mere 15 seconds.
In the end...y..
She did not ask again.
Because I refuse to tell her.
But I guess she's smart enough to know.

Haha!
Her heart must be saying..
Which in fact is true...
Because her friend SMS me.
And she told her...
"why good guys are always gays?
"the world isn't fair"

Woah!

Smiley Smiley..

I am heading to bed now.

Missing someone badly.
Wish you were here...

received an sms from my ex..
"please remember to transfer for the bill."

thanks for the sms's.

broke up because of reasons.
I guess $$ was an issue.
because, i guess he thought i was his ATM all awhile.
I don't like tat labeling onto me.

He removed me from seeing his personal posts.
he chose to shut it off away from me.
I wonder.

Maybe his current one should be aware of his "extra" activities at night.
Roaming in the fuzzy yet secretive cyber world of trevvy.
our PLUs circle is damn freaking small.
people in fact SMS me.
"hey.. I think ur bf is horny. He asked me to meet at his place the SHELL station"
then i replied.
"where did you find him?"
he said.
"trevvy chat loh.. where else?"

oh well.

Nothing is new.

Being together for 6.8yrs
and still being denial.

Kena caught don't know how many gazillion number of times.

Shall not ponder on it too much.

Maybe I am so stupid to give him a lot of chances.
How stupid if I know this day would have come.

Yet, I have to still thank him.
For giving me the path of education.
He strictly wants me to get that freaking DIPLOMA
which I did.

Thanks. :)

Anyway, he's my first.
learned a lot from it.

Time to move on.

:)

weeee...

i think i need some yoga...



breath in....

breath out....

am thinking alot lately about where my love life is heading.
all i can say is that you're fading away from my life.
just see the number of calls we made a day.
just see the number of sms's we text each day.
just see the number of good nights or good mornings we had each day.
you yourself know.
my simple sms's doesn't mean alot to you?
pls let me know.
my calls, my sms's is iritating?
pls let me know.
when you receive my missed calls.
did you return call?
its irritating for me when i called and no one answers.
but when you called,
i quickly answered or reply with an sms.
Please let me know all this if you dun like so that i can cut my cost in
texting you or to call you.

you will only come to me when you need my help
you will only be nice to me if you want something.
is that what i am to you?

where is the love which you promise to provide?
you said to me you will slowly slowly let me feel your love.
i do not feel any.

i've been thinking alot lately.

i was rather surprise to hear that you want to cancel our clubbing session this weekend.
and instead, you want to accompany your ex boyfren.
you do not put a single thought on what your decision is.
do you still love your ex boyfren?
he's so important to you?
is he that good in captivating other ppl?
if YES is all your answer,
then you deserve to be with him.

you can even put our relationship at RISKS becoz of him.
he asked you to find out more about LEON.
you agreed and start to flirt with LEON.
and we even argued over it and you dun even CARE or want to tell me what is happening.
becoz.
your ex boyfren asked you to do a favour for him.
and you do it.

now? the clubbing thing.
he broke up... So?
he needs you to pei him?
and you cancelled mine so you can go with him?
wtf is happening?

HUH?

he's your boyfren? or? HUH?
I am confused.
he has whoever that SILVER and the rest... Why must you be with him?
dont bark me on i am not being confident on myself.
if you have a heart
IF you have one,

you will feel how i feel.

somehow, at this point of time.

i am dissapointed.

i feel whatever i am doing is just a waste.

i rather let someone else who appreciate things in life have this.

i don't know whether he miss me or not?

i always wonder....

yes we chatted.

on the phone at least.

i don't know whether we're still be together or not.

part of me misses him alot.

really.

you broke my heart.
you hurt me real damn hard now.
i cried and cried...



if you want this 1 week break to cool off,
don't blame me if we drift.
i know u still love me.
i still love you.



i am scared.



i hope you know what you are doing.

today marks our 94th day together...

feeling the sweet sweet baby..

hope our love will blossom and prosper..

hugz.

Post Dramatic Stress Syndrome.

I THINK THE FACIAL I GO TO TRYING TO...
CHOP ME LIKE CARROT! haha


FREAKIN EX LOR!
my baby also complain..
i am spending more and more since i have start going there...
maybe shld stop gng there liaoz..

Was suppose to be taking my OFF-IN-LIEW today but have to settle lots of pending stuffs @ Work... 
Damn!

Workload is piling and everyone in office are stretched!

MalMal was suppose to meet me for dinner..
No SMS/CALLS from him..
Means NOT MEETING I ASSUME!
:(
Shall PIAKZ his pigu next time!

__________________


Met baby.
We went to orchard.
My freaking IU is SPOIL LOR!
FREAKIN HELL!

Head to Cineleisure...
Went to NUM.
Then baby can't find the stuffs.
Then we head to Heeren NUM.
Found the clothes.
+
The staff there more friendly X10
Managed to flirt a little with the staff there! (HEY HE START ASKING MY AGE OK!)
Baby was a little jealous tat i can flirt with people especially straight ppl! LOL
Don't be k.. I'm already yours sweetie..
Bought 2 Stuffs.. the 3rd is FREE! Some promo thingy going on..

Then we head to HOUGANG / LORONG AH SOO for dinner..
Had a sumptious dinner.
Uncle Keong prepared the best Black Pepper Crabs in TOWN!



Then after dinner we head home..
Did not realise we eat for more than 1 HOUR! (baby quote that 1 HOUR so loud)
Haha!

Anyway.. Am very happy now.
I feel more and more.. together.
I hope that baby will remain.
the feeling will become better day by day.

I
 

 

 

 

Today, Tuesday, was a fruitful day.

But sad,

the day began by a stupid phone call at 7am in the morning!

a friend called.. and asked if i wanted to have breakfast with him becoz he PONTENG SCHOOL!

zzzzzzzzzz


I decline, and head back to sleep.


Woke up again at 11am!!!  this time round by Auntie Erny...

He jio me for LUNCH!!

OMFG.. whats with today? People getting hungry?

Oh well, Woke up and meet auntie at republic poly.
Had lunch, he's treat. :)
Not so good though..




Head down to NOVENA Cali for gym session with Simon Sis..
Had a great cardio.
Then head to Orchard.. ION for High Tea...
then head to Heeren..
Then Cineleisure to catch a movie..



Movie Review: Story Plot is similar to Mr & Mrs Smith.
Funny!  SUPER Funny till you will pengzzz

8.5 out of 10!!

Fetch baby.. :)
Went to Cine then went to Concorde Kopitiam for supper.
Sent baby home.


today... our kiss is rather a nice one. for me.. i felt i nvr kiss my baby for quite sometime.. but today, i love it bah..
though baby thinks i dun wanna kiss..

I don't want baby to think that i always want to kiss and kiss..
I am afraid.
Tats why i am cutting down so that it will not be a habit.

But couples kiss alot right?

For me, a kiss simply means a sign of love. We still are in love.

One can feel one's love when you kiss.
You will know immediately if he/she indeed is inlove with you still.

I love our kiss just now baby....



Dont think so much k?

We'll have more chance.  >.<


I love you alot dear...

weeeeeeeeeee  off to bed for now...

Weeeeee..

Singapore River Reggatta is here again!

Time to CHARGE!


HOPE TO WIN !

BRING BACK ALL THE MEDALS HOME!!! HOOOOOOOOO AHHHHHHHHH!


:)
 

i hate it when tat bitch goes on MC!

her work is all halfway done and shit happens!

hate her to the core!

freaking bitch!

TAMADE!

KNNCCB!


Cool cool Chill Chill..


I need to relax!

Relax Ju  Relax!






Starts to breath in and out...



















KNN LA!


wahhahahaha...
 

Rumours:
Its defination;
a story or statement in general circulation without confirmation or certainty as to facts.



To answer it in the easiest format;
some bullshit story. It may be true and most of the times its NOT true.

Rumours VS Gossips.

Whats the difference?

Anyone knows?


I hate it when someone spread rumours that NEVER is true!
Now baby is questioning me lots of things which apparently did not happen at all.

hmmm....

I wonder which bastard did that.

Naive!

 

i am all excited!
my bike is coming soon.

:)

excited coz i got a lot of work to do!
YES! AT WORK! GOT LOTS OF WORK!
weeeeeeeee



If i am feeling all snoozy and snabbish... I would wanna think of wearing something loud and it says BOOMZ!

WTH..

I ate a total of 10 SALMON slices yesterday.

watched movie last nite with auntie erny.


Kinda Scary but confusing plot.

oh well..


:)

after movie, met up with Jeremy, Dalton, Jayson @ Meridian.

Then went to Heeren..
Then went o TCC @ cetnrepoint..
Then kak Kelantan came..
then went off to PS to meet Kak Simon.

Then head to PLAY..

PLAYING till i EMO.... sobz..

Miss my baby ma.. what to do...

:L

BooMZ!
 

 

 

A little spice, sugar, and salt....
that's all the ingredient needed to make you happy together!

:)

boOmz!





jUjU & aArOnn!
 

I guess life itself is a rewind. A repeat. Life. Reincarnation. Its all repeated.
Its a matter of how you see it.

I think I was a cat my previous life. Haha.

My baby and I had a very serious argument. We decided to take a step back on reflect on what's done.
We decided to rewind. I still prefer the way during the days when we dated. It lasted for about a month before we get together.
We were so in love with each other. SMS'ing each other non-stop. Calling. And missing each other every day!

Yesterday, we met early (not going into details) and for lunch. We had chicken rice. Its fabulous!
The texture of chicken, the fragant of the rice simply was perfect.
After that, baby has to leave early to go home. I head to Far East Plaza.
I had my haircut done at Orchard Central after I visited ION and PARAGON.
Then baby meet up with me again in the evening. Baby was late! for 15mins! OMG! Baby is beginning to become late nowadays! HMPPPH! Baby must have gotten the "lateness virus" from ZhenCong who is also a natural late comer.
We head to Paragon to window shop on Gucci Wallets. Nothing caught our eyes.
Then we head down to ION Louis Vuitton. Checked out the wallet there. It cost a booming $615 per piece. Its like WOW!
Then we decided to head to Takashimaya Louis Vuitton. The staff there were apparently more friendlier than ION. :)
I saw shoes! Yes!! LOUIS VUITTON SHOES! and it simply caught my attention and it costs a whooping $965.
HAHA! Dream on!
Would you wear a LOUIS shoes out?
alright, then we head to the Men's wallet area. Hunting down to the specific wallet area. I had my choice done. I am getting the Black Damier Short Wallet. Baby was so undecisive. Thinking of getting the original prints or the brown ones. Haha.. In the end, baby chose the same as mine as its their latest design.
A total of $1230 spent! Oh My My!

After our shopping, we head to ION to meet cutie Tawan.
We were meeting up for dinner.
Cancel our meet-up with Simon sis and the rest as they were so far away from us and they wanted to eat at Concorde Hotel (formerly known as Le Meridian)
Tawan, baby and myself head to Cineleisure for SAKAE Tepanyaki.

Baby and I had the set menu. Tawan had a different menu.
Baby's Oyster is HUGE! OH MY!
This dinner, reminds the days when I dated baby out. its a history repeating itself again!
Had dinner then we head to Heeren, Spinelli.
had cookies drinks.
cleared things with baby.
Now baby and I had a understanding about how I feel.
Hope this will continue.

We head back to Somerset MRT.
Took train back.
I alight at Bishan.
Sent baby home.
I flew back to Woodlands.
I am so happy.



Really..




I am










Just wanted to tell you how much you meant to me in my life.







 

 

 

just got myself with these items lately...


A Levi's Signature jeans...  2 Pairs... 


A bag..  a free gift after signing up Levi's Membership..


A size 10.5 Black Nike Shoes...


A Zara T Shirt  - 1 short sleeve and 1 long sleeve


and lastly.. a black Damier Graph Lous Vuitton Wallet.


:)